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[19 Oct 2006|11:56pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Greeeeeeat. Just great. I spent rm12 on a Tsubasa Chronicle DVD which was supposed to be THE movie.
And what did I end up with?


A very lame 30-minutes show which really bad graphics and terrible translation.

Guess this is what you get for buying cheap stuff. -.-"



And I won't be able to meet my college-mates for a week. That's torture.
I've already begun to miss them even though the holidays have not started. Yet.

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[18 Oct 2006|03:05pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Having to rush to finish up a presentation at 10pm at night, then having to change it over and over again, not to mention causing certain parties to be lacking of sleep in the process, and THEN finding out the next day that the class has been canceled and your whole effort has been wasted is NOT a happy thought! My Malaysian Studies lecturer thought that it'd be fun to take the day off and not even BOTHERING about those that has slaved over the damn presentation going to waste. AND she was the one telling us about the presentation just YESTERDAY!

Ugh. Totally disappointed that mine and Fong's effort and time has been wasted in doing the presentation.
If only I could predict the future, then I would have just went with Fong to Blitz yesterday instead of wasting an hour in Malaysian Studies doing NOTHING.
And also not bothering to do the presentation since it's a waste of time anyway.

Stupid stupid stupid.

And today was a waste of time going to MRM and PS class.
Ms Rina didn't even bothered teaching us anything. She even told us we're allowed to leave the class early after taking our attendance. Guess everyone's already in the Raya holiday spirit. Kenn has gone back to his hometown, Ms Rina's classes are canceled tomorrow and the day after, Louise's feeling lazy to go for Friday's sociology class, karaoke on Friday noon (eek!) ... Fong's going back to his hometown on Saturday.

I'll probably be spending the holidays doing my final PS presentation, so at least when I do leave for HK, I would have at least already finished memorizing at least three quarter of it. I am so not going to fail my PS this semester.. right?

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[17 Oct 2006|03:06pm]
[ mood | Sleepy but unable to rest =( ]

Sitting in the computer lab blogging and listening to Elis's songs when I'm supposed to be studying is a bad thing. But it's so fun, you really should try it out. ;D And the best thing of it all is, Mr Vincent doesn't even mind! How many students would be so lucky as to get such a sweet lecturer like Mr. V?

I had a once-in-a-lifetime experience this morning. My intake, was chosen to visit RTM's studio at the Angkasapuri. Heh. I got to see the studio where they shoot the films and live broadcasts. Also, I got to met a real-life DJ and my classmate, Fairus got to go on air, LIVE! Whoots! How many students would be lucky enough to be able to visit such an interesting place.

Only one thing spoiled my day, oh wait, make it two. First was they wouldn't allow pictures to be taken in the studio and the second? VainGirl.
We all took wonderful shots and she just had to budge in and force her photo to be taken too. Ish. I have never been so annoyed. A wonderful shot being spoiled because of her.

Finally my final presentation topic's out. I've decided on the topic 'How to slowly drive my boyfriend crazy'. Haha. Richard is going to be my guinea pig, unintentionally. xP
I hope I pass this presentation. I really do not want to imagine what would happen if I fail. Having to go through this torture again.. it's almost.. unimaginable. I would die if I have to.

Ack. I'm cold. I'm tired. I want to go home and I still have Malaysian Studies assignment to finish up. :c

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[16 Oct 2006|11:47pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

So many times I was alone and couldn't sleep
You left me drownin' in the tears of memory
And ever since you've gone I've found it hard to breathe
Cause there was so much that your heart just couldn't see
A thousand wasted dreams are rollin' off my
eyes

Tears rolled down her cheek, leaving a trail of glistering wet lines. She knew that it was her fault that it had to be this way. But why does it hurt so much this time? she wondered. She rolled over to the other side of her bed and sighed, her hand touching the huge pink teddy bear beside her bed and closed her eyes.

Memories came floating back in her mind, causing her to cringe in pain and disapointment. She was an idiot, a failure and she knew it. Althought knowing it did not made things any better nor the pain less hurtful.

But time's been healing me and I say goodbye

Months passed and she met someone new. Someone who accepted her for who she is without judging. Who was willing to give it his all just to win her love. A person who was patient and tried to understand her. She could not understand, why her? But she just went ahead with it anyway.

Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again, for sure I find another you


She tried loving him, and it came naturally, easily. Soon her eyes began to sparkle, not with tears, but with the intensed joy of seeing his smile. Her steps were much lighter than it was before. There was a note of happiness whenever she spoke.

It was then she knew, that he was her knight in shining armour.
He is her bringer of light.

Could you imagine someone else's by my side
I've been afraid I couldn't keep myself from falling 
My heart was always searching for a place to hide 
Could not await the dawn to bring another day.


She thought of him now and then. Wondering what would he think of her with someone new. Someone that was like him, yet different as well. She could not hide the fact that she was madly in love with that someone new.

Soon, he found someone new too. A special someone that replaced her. Gave him all that she could not. She sighed in relief. Finally they both found their special someone.

Your not the only one so hear me when I say
The thoughts of you they just fade away


Time flew.
They both went their separate ways. She was still very much in love with her special someone.

He made it easy for her to forget her past. She love him with all her heart.

Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I find another you


Looking at her love, she smiled and placed a gentle kiss on his lips. She felt glad that things had turned out this way. Fate had played a huge part in bringing them together. He had changed her, saved her from living in a life of misery. He came at the right time, loved the right person.

She is still amazed that he could love her so easily, that he would do anything just to see her smile. She knew she did not deserve him, but she was going to prove that in time, she will come to deserve such a great guy.

Sometimes I see you when I close my eyes
You're still apart of my life


Sometimes she would stare at her phone, wondering if she should just give him a call and say hi. But she was too afraid. She would just snap her cellphone shut before she pressed the last digit of his number.

She was a coward.

But I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I find another you


She look at her dear that was laying down beside her. She could not help but smile at his innocent face, his goofy smile. She knew it then, that they could overcome just about anything. That he would protect her with his life and she would do the same. She could not imagine living a day without him by her side.

Inching closer to his body, she whispered softly in his ear, the words that she has been meaning to say all along.

"I love you."

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[25 Apr 2006|11:28pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

How would you define a close friend?

I used to thought that a close friend would not talk bad about you, helps you out when you're in trouble and calls you just to know how are you now and then. Hmpf. Guess I was wrong. A close friend is non of these things. At least non of my close friends are. Sheesh. Guess they aren't even worthy to be considered as one.

Today has been the last straw.

I invited her for a drink just to catch up on old times and see how's she doing recently. She said I was bullshitting and all sweet talk. Fine then. Have it your way. Guess you have never ever for a second there consider that others have feelings too, eh? Enough is enough. I am not going to stand this kind of attitude, especially not from a friend. I just fucked it off and went Dota instead. So much more enjoyable.

What is wrong with most people nowadays? They seem to either be someone close and ignoring you as if you're a nobody. OR. They are fucking busybodies that are NOT even related nor KNOW you and pry into your own personal life and bullshits about it. Damn those people.

I hate being a friend only when I'm needed.
I hate it when he's being used just because he's so friendly.
Conclusion. It's safer to have guy friends instead.

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[24 Apr 2006|01:47pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

Love is so very special
Yet can make you feel so lost
It can arrive just like the springtime
And melt away like morning frost

You must find ways to nurture
Always grow your love with care
Never ever take for granted
The love that you both share

Mistakes are bound to happen
You may hurt each other's heart
Yet don't give up to easily
It will tear your love apart

Love resembles a bright flame
That lights a dark starry night
Never ever let this flame burn down
Rekindle with all your might

Take a moment every day
Look deep into each other's eyes
Never hesitate to show affection
Small gestures will keep a love alive

Talk openly about your feelings
Take time to show that you care
Treasure each and every moment
Because to find true love is rare.

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[20 Apr 2006|06:41pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Guess what? I'm sitting on Richard's creaky and unstable computer chair updating my LJ because my own modem got fried by the lightning yesterday. Again. Let's see, this must be .. the fourth modem this year? Sheesh. Who knew that a tiny rain could cause such problems.

Anyway, came to Richard's house at 11am this morning and took a short nap with him. I was still a tiny weeny tired after sleeping at 4am yesterday. So yeah, we slept till 2am when his mom came in the room and asked us something, can't remember what was it already though. Oh yeah, Foong called Richard to teman him to fetch Shin Yee to KJ LRT since she had no transport. Mm. So after fetching her, we went for our first meal of the day. Ooh. Had the pan mee at DJ's coffee shop. Yummy!

Came back to Richard's house and I have been playing Maple ever since. Now I'm about to suffer from a tiny migraine. Heh. No matter, Richard's gone out to buy some ingredients for dinner later. He's cooking carbonara again. Yay! I can't wait till dinner. : )

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[19 Apr 2006|02:04am]
[ mood | content ]

Oh no. I'm starting to be addicted to MapleSEA once again.
All thanks to Richard. =x
I've hardly touched my MSN, my mailbox, my LJ, my Multiply, my Friendster (you get the idea) for the past few days.
Hah. Thank goodness I have a whole month's time to waste before starting college.

I've decided on KDU. Subject's are interesting. Quite some friends studying there too.
But what I heard from Yong, the place's small, stuffy and pretty crowded.
I hope that Richard joins me in KDU. Although it's entirely up to him. a-hem *

I'm getting broke and Gubra, the sequel for Sepet is already out. But only in TGV.
Too bad I'm so darn broke I can hardly afford to watch it.
I guess I should go to the night market to grab a copy to watch.
Heh. I'm evil.
I support piracy.

I miss yum-cha sessions with Richard. And maybe with Foong too.
They are two crazy dudes that can definitely brighten up my day.

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[16 Apr 2006|03:29am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Does your name begin with M

You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of you mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.

So true, so true.

It sucks a lot when your friends decides to organize a gathering and for some reasons can't show up last minute. Ish. Lesson learned, don't bother to listen to a bad organizer's plans unless it's planned wayyyy in advance. 

But guess I should thank 'em for not showing up. Did a little bonding with my sister and Richard. So guess it wasn't a bad day after all.

Overall, it was awesome. : )

Went bowling with them and also the arcade. Finally gotten another taste of Baskin Robbin's Gold Medal Ribbon. Sweeeet! Had dinner at SS2. Then sent my sister home and played Dota with Richard till 12am. Hah. I love learning new heroes. They are so fun to learn.

So yeah, came home and played MapleSEA. Felt tired and called it a night. Came on LJ to just jot down some stuff I received in my email and now I'm officially off to bed. G'nights! : )

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[15 Apr 2006|02:14pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Aww. Aren't they cute? )

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[11 Apr 2006|11:35pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I went to Bentong with my family during the afternoon to try out their famous ice-cream. It took us one hour and half to get there but it was well worth it.
The food there was amazing. Definitely a new experience for my taste bud. Mouse over the pictures for more info. ; )

the coffee shop which sells 'em : )

their rojak was amazing. so different from the ones we get at kl.

urm, their 'yong tau foo'. tasted delicious though it may look rather plain. looks can be deceiving after all. xP

homemade ice-cream. it was sooo creamy and a delight to my taste bud with every spoonful. yum!

and their famous abc ice-cream. absolute heaven!

mm. available in all sorts of flavors. i tried the chocolate one.

After that we took a short drive to the Chamang waterfall in Bentong. It was so relaxing. And there were quite a lot of people swimming in there.

Saw these few guys washing their hair with shampoo in the water. How dumb! I hope that it won't poison the fishes. I love eating fish! shudders *


My dear dad who drove us all the way to Bentong.



My awesome parents and my little baby sister.
Hah. She doesn't look much like a baby, eh?


So yeah, there you have it. My day at Bentong. Haha. There wasn't anything much to update after that except I spend the entire night with Richard and his cousin at Penang Mari having a drink.

His cousin and friends were hilarious!

Okay, I'm outta ideas on what else to blog. Guess I'll be heading off to bed now. Nights peeps!
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[10 Apr 2006|11:53pm]
[ mood | content ]

Ugh. So darn full right now. And I'm feeling so friggin fat. I need to be serious about going on a diet. Soon.

Mm. Three post in one day. Haha. I really am hopelessly addicted to blogging.

Went to the night market at SS2 just now and got a few hair accessories. It was raining once me and my sister got there. Coincidence. Pft. Anyway, me and my sis went to the 100 Yen shop to kill some time since I didn't want to get wet. Finally managed to convinced Richard to come join us to have a drink. Hah. The poor little thing has a blister on his toe while playing basketball.

Miraculously after the call, the rain stopped. So we took a quick stroll round the night market while waiting for Richard to arrive. We met up at McDonald's and had our little supper there. Yesh. This is the part where I gain a few extra pounds. sobs *

I want to go shopping. Since it's my sister's school holiday tomorrow, we've decided to go to Midvalley and shop till our heart's content, or until our wallet's empty, depending on which one comes first. Heh. I can't wait. I need some new clothes and stuff before I go to college. And that reminds me to register for KDU as soon as possible. Shouldn't be procrastinating this, should I?

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Blogthings. [10 Apr 2006|06:12pm]
You Belong in Dublin

Friendly and down to earth, you want to enjoy Europe without snobbery or pretensions.
You're the perfect person to go wild on a pub crawl... or enjoy a quiet bike ride through the old part of town.


Your Lucky Underwear is Purple

Dreamy and idealistic, you envision great things for your life. Your lucky purple underwear can make those dreams come true!
You're a busy little butterfly. You have the most projects, interests, and friends of anyone you know.

You also have a flair for the dramatic. Sometimes too much drama comes in to your life and brings things to a stop.
If you want to focus more, and flutter less, put on your purple underpants. They'll help you get the important things done.


You Are a Chocolate Chip Cookie

Traditional and conservative, most people find you comforting.
You're friendly and easy to get to know. This makes you very popular - without even trying!


You Should Be a Romance Novelist

You see the world as it should be, and this goes double for all matters of the heart.
You can find the romance in any situation, and you would make a talented romance story writer...
And while you may be a traditional romantic, you're just as likely to be drawn to quirky or dark love stories.
As long as it deals with infatuation, heartbreak, and soulmates - you could write it.


Your Hidden Talent

You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.
You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.
People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.
When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.


You're a LiveJournal Fiend!

You're into LiveJournal, big time... just not as much as your friends.

Still, you've LJ'ed from work - and made posts about what you had for dinner. Sicko!

You may be safe from the clutches of LJ - or maybe you're just are an adept liar!
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[10 Apr 2006|05:50pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Sighs. I'm utterly bored to death. I need a life besides the one I have with my computer.

Am still looking around for some Tifa and Cloud icons. I swear, I have no idea what's gotten into me. They just seem like such an adorable couple. And Tifa is so friggin cool.

And yesh. I am so darn bored.

And I love this fan-fic about Cloud and Tifa. It's so sweet that I just had to mention about it in my journal. Clicky here.

I'm off to SS2. Laters! : )

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Me and Richard's first year anniversary since we became an item. [09 Apr 2006|11:50pm]
[ mood | filled but still wanting more ]

Finally I'm able to sit down properly and start typing into my journal.

Like ya'll know, my old classmates gathering today wasn't the most successful one. Kinda boring, if I may say. But very worth it because I get to spend time with them again. Once again, I shall complaning about missing my classmates.

So yeah, I left out about the dinner. You will never be able to guess what I had for dinner. ; )



My dream of a candlelit dinner finally came true. He made it come true. And it felt sooo good.

Thank you, dear Richard and happy first year anniversary.
I ♥ you always.
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[09 Apr 2006|09:12pm]
[ mood | curious, excited yet exhausted ]

It hasn't already been a day yet and I'm exhausted. Today has been wonderful. Me and Richard went to OU to meet up with my classmates. We were told that they were at Mc Donald's first, then they shifted to Pizza Hut and then finally Italiannies. Imagine me and Richard walking from one end of OU to the other. Ugh.

But lunch was awesome. And not to mention free. =x The spaghetti and meatball was nice. Mm.

My guy classmates were all as crazy as ever. And guess what, only me and Chin Shen showed up. God knows where were the rest of my female classmates.

Went bowling later and I totally sucked at it. At least I ended up second last. After bowling we all went to the arcade and hung out. Saw a professional finally beating the entire game of House of the Dead 4 with only one credit. Shit wei. First time ever. He got 2nd rank.

Oops. Richard's ready. Guess I'll be off to dinner now. : )

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